I started gardening again. Before, I didn't have the energy to even think about how to tackle our over-grown garden and allergies kept me from doing much outdoors. I cleared a big patch out and we planted watermelons, carrots, cucumbers and zucchini (all seeds we had purchased before with good intentions). Well, the carrots and the cucumbers decided not to make an appearance, but the watermelons and zucchinis are growing. Whether we actually get any fruits is another question entirely.
In the garden, I tackled a giant rosebush this week. This bush was here before we moved in 8 years ago and it has never flowered since we've been here. There was a lot of dead undergrowth, so I cut it right back and hope that it will spring to life again. It was a bit of a monster and I have the scratches to prove it. Next step will be to cut back the lilac bushes that have been growing without being pruned. Who knew that you needed to prune them? Did I mention I don't really have much of a green thumb?
One thing that I have been learning is that I tend to forget that I have depression/anxiety. I went through a really stressful time last month and it made me physically sick. I was wondering why I couldn't handle the stress and I pretty much had to stop and think about it. I had been feeling so good that it kind of slipped my mind. Once I remembered and I cut myself some slack, I started to feel much better. If it hadn't gotten better at that point, I was just about ready to visit my doctor and have a conversation again. I'm glad that I didn't need to this time, and I'll be sure to monitor my stress levels a little more going forward.
|One day, I want something like this in my garden!|