It's true! I took my last Effexor XR pill 7 days ago. It has not been easy, especially since I couldn't just ignore the rest of my life. Day 1 wasn't so bad. Day 2 was bad, enough that I considered going back on the medication. Day 3 was hell. I had to leave work early because I felt so sick. Between brain zaps, nausea and stomach troubles, it was bad. I wasn't sure I was going to make it.
I had to ask my parents to come over to help me with my kids because my husband had to work that night. Our youngest is a challenge to handle when I'm feeling well. I knew that if I didn't have help, she would find all of my buttons and push them all at once. She was surprisingly good, especially when her nonna told her that she was not to get out of bed (again).
Before they left, Mom told me that the third day is always the worst and it turns out that in this case, she was right.
Day 4 was better and day 5 even better. I'm on day 6 now and aside from the brain zaps, I'm doing quite well. My village has been a great help to me in getting through this. My husband has encouraged me a whole lot. And he's had to live with me as I've gone through the detox process. If anyone tells you that there are no withdrawal symptoms from antidepressants, that person is lying. You can call it "antidepressant discontinuation syndrome" all you want, but that does not change the fact that there are withdrawal symptoms from this drug. Changing the name doesn't change the fact that people are addicted to the medication. (stepping off soapbox).
My mom has been a great support as well and so has my sister (in-law). It really helps to have people in your corner rooting for you. I don't know where I'm going from here, but I'm happy to be medication free. I'll continue to work my way through the withdrawal symptoms and once they've settled down, I'll be able to focus on other parts of my life and health. One day at a time.
I don't talk a lot about spiritual stuff, but when I was at my lowest on day 3, I told God that I couldn't do it and a verse came to me. "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Philippians 4:13. That verse became my prayer for the rest of the day. Never underestemate the power of prayer.